You know who you are

After all this time.. you've made me feel like nothing but absolute garbage. I loved you. I loved every part of you because you made me happy. Happier than anyone has ever made me. It's been a year, and we're done. Barely anything is left of us. You and me? You might say we're good friends, but that isn't how I see it. I just can't let you go. I constantly think of just cutting you off, when I know I wouldn't be able to handle that for more than ten seconds. I see you as a person in my life, there for no reason. Why are you even here? There are so many people you can have instead of me. Go for them. I wish you luck, because I'm done when it comes to you and me. Ever want me again? Fight for it. I'll make you think it will be worth it, but after all this time, you've made me feel like nothing, so I'll make you feel worse.